In the fall of 2021, I took a storytelling course at Merlin Works School of Improvisation. I have always been a good writer and the course was absolutely wonderful. Taught by Paul Normandin, a great storyteller and a winner of the MOTH slam, and also great at Improv. He is the Dean of Merlin Works, and an awesome guy. When we had our graduation showcase, I did a story involving photographs and that was recorded.
Merlin Works has now two show nights a month and I do the photography for the event. One of the new offerings that started up is “No Shame Theatre Austin” a 5-minute open mic without the mic, with two rules: “Don’t hurt the stage.” and “Don’t hurt the audience.” It’s for $5 at the door and that covers the space. What it also accomplishes is being a forum to test out new material. We have had actors, singers, stand-up, storytellers, musicians, puppeteers, playwriters, magic, poets and rappers. It’s wonderful to see the creative process unfold. I asked and was allowed to host. Will get better at that but it is pretty simple. Our No Shame Theatre is pretty flexible, and simple. People sign up on “The List” Their position denotes the order of their performance. The host explains the show, Merlin Works, gets the audience ready, and reads the order, and is pretty much done until the end of the show. People come up in succession, if someone looses their place between acts, they simply shout “Order” and the order is read.
I debuted a story “The Frenchmen” and I have posted a practice run of below. It tells the tale of an influential moment in my young life. Stories take on a life of their own. They are written, honed, worked, fashioned until they are just right. A story when told will never be the same story twice. Events change, different parts are emphasized or edited out. A story is a part of a person, it’s the creative expression of a true event to others, it is disclosure, and a sharing, a risk and on some level a show of vulnerability, and most a genuine expression and sharing of an event. It can be filtered through the lens of history and recall a place and a sense. It can relay those sensations thoughts and feelings that are significant to the storyteller. As is also true when people communicate the relationship, they share between audience and storyteller is never the same again.
You may think when you hear a short story such as on The Moth Radio Hour, since it is recorded live its off the cuff and created on the spot. To have that raw feel to a story takes true talent. Most stories are written, edited, workshopped, revised and practiced. Some have a narrative approach, others have an in the moment feel, some are humorous, suspenseful and the mechanics of the story have a lot of thought. I reviewed my first story, and for a 520-word story its creation was just not getting through with the class. After a re-write the Friday before the showcase, it made all the sense in the world. I drew repeating parallels throughout the story, it pulled in memories and experiences that everyone can relate to.
My latest story “The Frenchmen” did not have relatability of a common experience. I changed time, recalled experiences and feelings, and moved the listener through how things came to be as filtered through the lens of the experiences. The resonating themes meet to a resolve. Is everyone in the happy place at the end? Perhaps not, as that is the beauty of stories, they do not always end happily ever after, the hero may not get the girl, and sometimes the bad guys win. I probably would not have dreamed that my experiences would be of interest to others, had not considered the feelings of accomplishment, and resolve telling a story can bring.
If you have read my work such as “The Munsters and” I you have some clues as to what makes me… well, ME! As a storyteller preparing to share a story to an unknown audience is a little scary, a little thrilling, a little revealing, and the sum of these parts is a feeling of victory and accomplishment. The “I did it!!” feeling. I let down some of the wall and let people peer in. Challenged as I was growing up and trying to manage a normal, I was very factual about my circumstances. Here is to growing forward.